happiness and balloons..

when i was a kid.. i found happiness through balloons.. i dont know but seeing balloons made me happy then. there was something about balloons that lightens up all the burdens in me. why am i talking about balloons? maybe because i just saw a notebook with a drawing of balloons and a note that says happiness... hmmm.. sound childish huh?!

talking about happiness, i just recently met a guy who in a just a span of time made me forget all my worries.. made me realized that there's so much happiness in the world and insecurity is such a lame excuse to be sad. he made me realized that its how you sees life that matters. happiness is when you found yourself smiling even though the world is trying to bring you down. happiness is when the guy you're falling in love with manages to make you feel you're the best and most of all you're not fat. happiness is when you found that someone who will make you feel that its worth the wait.

balloons on the other hand are much of like happiness. if you dont hold on it tight, it will fly away right in front of your very eyes. it will float in the sky until someone brave enough to catch it will hold on to it forever. now that's the sad part.

in reality, there are a lot of balloons that we will encounter. some will just pass us by but there's just one balloon that will catch our attention and we will hold on tight so no one can get it from us.. i guess the one for me is the purple one.

(after such a long time.. i manage to write.. i miss writing as much as i miss my old life.)